What Is God?

As a child I always wanted to see and know God. I was always very curious about this Being. I grew up religious mom made sure we said night prayers, every Sunday church, festivals and all that. When I went to college I was offended by a remark that Christians don’t even know what’s in the Bible. So I started to read, by the middle of the first part I was shocked, at the depiction of this God, his mindset, cruelty and ridiculous orders. I managed to finish the first part and had no intentions to read the next, it didn’t matter any more this was not the god I was going to be praying to I decided.

A few years later when I started working I met a girl in office, she always carried a bible and sometimes during office breaks shed read. My instant reaction was judgemental, but it so happened one day there was a discussion happening on the Bible and I couldn’t stop myself from asking the question about the cruelty of this god. She didn’t exactly answer my question but kind of lead me to want to understand more. I got no answer then. But I did read the next part of the Bible and managed to finish it. I won’t lie nothing made sense the questions still remained unanswered.

In my 20s I was adventurous like any other young person, I was living in another city away from family I had freedom to come and go as I pleased. It was during this time I noticed the divine guidance and protection that surrounded me. I wasn’t too much into spirituality if anything maybe it was my atheist phase but I was always aware of a force outside of me, I always acknowledged it. I just didn’t pay too much attention, I was busy living and enjoying life and my freedom.

There were many instances where I’d ask for guidance and it would come through a conversation, billboard sign, or a surmon. Yes I still went to church because I loved being part of the choir.

One incident that really stuck with me was a night in Bangalore’s Whitefield, the place was bushland and buildings were newly being constructed, no street lights, no vehicles, no houses, no residents other than the building workers. I thought I knew the way to the main road from the apartment I was in so I started walking alone, my phone had no signal since roaming was not activated, I was visiting from Chennai for the weekend. I never informed anyone that I was going. As I start to walk some distance from the apartment I heard footsteps of workers following me, I looked around and there was no other people on the road, I froze wondering if I should continue or run back. I prayed to whoever was out there to help me. A few moments later as I turned around to walk backwards I saw a light appear on the road it was a guy on a scooter. I waved my hand instantly and he stopped and agreed to drop me off at the main road. A few more incidents later I realised the protection that surrounded me.

Ask and you shall receive. On the 4th of April I received the answer to who and what God is. The answer came to me in a profound moment of thought. After which I received many confirmations for the message in the form of videos on Youtube. One of which was Billy Carson. His video confirmed and clarified the message that I had already received.

The Message I Received:

What if the reality of the situation is that there is no God?

Yes there is a consciousness out there from which everything began and everything is made up of, and if we call it God then that means you me, everyone and everything is also God. And maybe that’s why, when we in a soup it’s up to us to save ourselves.

What about the miracles millions of people are witnessing?

If we are that God particle, and life is all about cause and effect, could it be that I caused that miracle a long time back and what I’m witnessing now is the effect I call a miracle, because of the memory loss or pure ignorance of my then action? Or, could it be that I have the ability to summon a miracle at the time most needed? Someone stepped on a landmine and still didn’t die, is it possible that that incident triggered an energy field even they didn’t know they had? We know people that can hold electric rods and still sustain. etc. Gunnies book calls them Super Humans.

What about Angels and Spirits?

What if Angels are actually extraterrestrial or star seeds from other planets that are here to assist us because they are part of our genetic makeup (since the Anunaki created humans) and have agreed to the duty of assisting us in our spiritual evolution and soul growth in particular areas of our lives, in certain times. Billy Carson explains this so much better.

Spirits are souls that were once physically present on this planet but have now transitioned.

Why is there always a middle man (Jesus, Mary, Angels, Shamans etc)?

So either we already know the information and wake up (Born) to or remember it, or some being superior than us who match our vibration (we have something in common, desire, goal, nature, knowledge, leverage, power etc) is giving us that information to help us wake up. If that’s the case the God we are praying to, is the God within, constantly to either bring out the information from within us or bring it to us. We as human beings like to attach avatars to the image, and these are very much real and powerful, and so I find its only logical to ask the Source God / the creator, to send the help It deems fit, and then accept the help of the avatar that comes through to help. I feel this softens the relationship and reduces to a great extent any risk of offending any of these other gods/avatars/energies. So we don’t need a middleman if we learn or teach ourselves to find our own true connection to Source God.

So what is God?

I don’t know but I do understand that all things came from a consciousness that is everything and nothing at the same time, and that consciousness split into everything that Is but in different degrees. When my brain thinks of god I imagine it/him/her to be this ball of consciousness that is alive somewhere out there and within us at the same time, and that’s why intentions, thoughts and vibrations are a means of communication with this consciousness or God. Also the fact that karma is as real as we are, means everything works on cause and effect, making us responsible for the now we are in. And no matter how much you prayer it only works if you make the change physically and/or mentally. A few cases things come out of the blue, it never was out of the blue and also communicating to different entities is also as real as you and me, as they are layers within the same consciousness, and we can call on them to get things done, get help, again in which case you know it wasn’t out of the blue But its also not ordinary.